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wednesdays annoy me...and i dont know why   
04:31am 08/11/2007
  im so done with having a sprained ankle for the last month, i want to wear the cute shoes ive bought finally.

i HATE pizza hut and their damn stuffed crust commercials making it look soooooo good, and it is, but i feel like utter hell and i at it at 1, almost 12 hours ago and i still wish i would puke to feel better.

blonde boys make kissing more fun.

its cold and i hate it, i dont like getting in the caddy and seeing "possible ice press clear to continue" popping up on my display screen, i want a trip to florida or a beach right about now.
 
     

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so sick of stress!   
08:15pm 20/10/2007
  weekends should really be 3 days, because i'd like to be able to take 5 minutes for myself . Jewelry class is killing me especially when its NOTHING that i want to do when i really get going with it.

And having a sprained ankle completely resprained means no more cute shoes.

i would LOVE to get my room to the way i like it so i can at least feel good abou things and life when i have time to relax but that requires alot of time and money that i don't have.

i just want to cry, but theres not enough hours in the day to even fit that in.
 
     

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blah...   
03:01am 14/10/2007
  long week with another throw away getting nothing accomlished/wasting away weekend that i'll regret come monday.

so i sprained my ankle, which hurts horribly and forces me to wear ugly shoes instead of new cute one's ive bought for work. And i now remember my love/hate relationship with hydrocodone again. It takes them 2 hours to kick in for me and until then i get menapausal-ishly hot and then the effects wear on accompanied with an annoying but tolerable headache, it probably makes more sense not to take them and just let the boyfriend devour them all, just give me some vicodins.

then this nut thats obsessed with me tells me all week how much i remind him of kendra from the girls next door to a t, how i look, talk, and act, then goes on to tell me how much i should do playboy and become friends with kendra too and live at the house. All while he knows i have a boyfriend, i love creeps.
 
     

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blood diamond   
03:38am 24/09/2007
  what an unbelievably inspirational movie...maybe more just to me since be a jeweler is my life's passion. I only wish i had to power and money to create the idea in my head and sell it and donate the profits to those affected by the circulation of blood diamonds and the prevention of conflict gems in africa and beyond. i seriously wish as 1 person i could make even the tiniest impact to help on such a huge problem that is overshadowed by our society. if someone only knew the lives the diamond on their hand, wrist, ears, or neck cost, it is far more valuable than that stone is...unreal.

my passionate views aside. Leonardo DiCaprio is an amazing actor...and his talent goes a bit overlooked.
 
     

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hangovers are hell...   
03:44am 26/08/2007
  i knew it would be bad when i woke up this morning in the lull between still being drunk and full on hang over. So by the time i swerved my ass home to pass out for the 2nd time i knew i'd be paying for it when i woke up.

a bit better and i figured my breakfast of champions/ultimate hangover killer Bob evans would help, turns out no. And sitting in the sun didnt help and the cherry on the hangover sundae was the sick premixed coctail of a pineapple coconut captain morgans devils piss threw me back to full on hungover hell.

i still want to puke or something and ive been looking for v8 everywhere i go.

but why in the hell can i drink straight vodka and never feel remotely sick or hungover but beer fucking kills me, especially when its amazing beer and i outdrink the guys :(
 
     

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danielle's random thoughts of the hour...   
04:08am 09/08/2007
  1. i want to paint my nails tiffany blue
2. salma hayek should give me her boobs
3. ill take everything in lia sophia's rue royale and ibiza collections in every color possible
3. VEGAS...enough said
4. interior design is taking over and im about to go crazy with my room.
5. i really want this vacation coming up to truly be a vacation and not a pain in the ass holed up with people that are mostly obnoxious.
6. i NEEEEEEEEEEEEED patron,like i need air to breathe.
7. im on one of my creative 'highs' that its almost wayyy too much inspiration and great ideas to an overload which leads to loosing it all sadly before its put to good use
 
     

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exhausted isnt even the right word...   
02:52am 23/07/2007
  i dont think ive ever been so tired, i've gotten up at 5:30 for the past 2 days and gone to a golf course to watch the boy toy play. Today i was there for a good 10-11 hours, i want to sleep for a straight 24 hours to recover from the week i didnt get to recover from over the weekend. Even though he lost its ok because at least we can go to the beach next weekend.

i also havent slept in my own bed for over a week, but i dont have an adorable boy and huge dog to keep me company.

oh and michael vick, what the hell?!?!?!?! Who decides one day with their millions upon millions of dollars earned from being unbelievable at football, that its a good idea to manslaughter dogs basically? Makes me sick.

speaking of football im so stuck on whether or not to get tickets to the only preseason baltimore game as a surprise for kyle, since its on our 4th anniversary but i dont even know if he;d want to go.
 
     

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current obsesson....   
08:34pm 10/07/2007
  for some reason i feel like i need 93483 bathing suits for no purpose really since im not going on one single vacation this summer. But there are way too many adorable ones out there and i feel like i need them, haha.

im obsessed with all the shimmer ones by viamin a and i think there a must splurge, and i want a black bikini as well.

and im all about mixing and matching solid colored ones since i despise most any printed patterns especially flowers.

Just, got one i ordered from victorias secret yesterday. i just want somewhere to where one too :( even if just for a day!
 
     

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'rollin in my cadillac= the bulk of my friday   
03:58am 23/06/2007
  danielle's conclusions of the day (drum roll please):
1. black hair dye was invented for 1 reason only for a temporary lapse of judgement where you think you look good, but really you dont, unfortunately i decided to believe i looked good for almost a year with it, but looking at pictures i was sadly mistaken
2. (in light of numero uno) hair dye should come in 2 colors, blonde, and white bleach blonde, where girls and guys can choose to be hott (blonde), or let me rip your clothes off and fuck you sexy(bleach blonde).
3. i have a whole new respect for golfers, after a trip to the driving rang i probably swung the club 150 times and only hit about 47 balls, and my hands hurt horribly from holding the club too tight
4. im in the mood to drink wine...like at least 5 different kinds
5. there must be champagne at this god forsaken party tomorrow, which i will tablehop and consume all i can or i cry
6. i HATE sleeping at my house alone, i want to cuddle, and chihuahuas dont cut it.
 
     

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the little things in life...   
02:58am 19/06/2007
  i love the things that make you smile effortlessly, currently:
-laying next to the boy long enough that his cologne rubs off enough on me that it makes me keep sniffing my own clothes if i cant sleep next to him
-hearing "Hey Ya" on my random playlist on the ipod driving home , the memories are priceless, makes me want to shake my ass on top of a table/couch/people
-mustang tail lights, dont get me wrong i love the cadillac but those tail lights are just sexy
-finding the 'perfect' jewelry to compliment an outfit so it makes you happy

...cant get much better!!
 
     

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cravings..   
09:31pm 04/06/2007
  right now i could really go for either a snowball, ritas ice, or a starbucks coffee, but i cant decide, and any decision would mean i'd have to go drive to get it.

i've decided since paris hilton is in jail i should manage her bank account for her while shes in there, and i'll only charge her a small shopping spree in bebe, louis vuitton, and sophia fiori jewelry.

sushi from kobe would be heaven right now, actually the hibatchi would be even greater .
 
     

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I'm on cloud nine...   
10:14pm 28/05/2007
  i <3 ebay! I just won the Louis Vuitton I've been eyeing up for years. I'm now in debt to my mother for my life to pay off my car and purse, but i dont think i'll be buying another purse any time soon! Yea maybe its rediculous and materialistic but i dont care if it makes me happy.  
     

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multitasker is an understatement   
08:30pm 11/05/2007
  trying to juggle final art projects, mother's day prjects and gifts, and everything else makes me a spaz.

Even more so tomorrow i have cheerleading tryouts. So the Ravens didnt work out so now im trying out for the Baltimore Blast. Probably for the better if i would make it because there's no way i could be on a football field back turned to the game and missing all the action. im too much of a guy for that ahahaha sundays are foor watching the game and screaming. Plus i look better in red than purple ;) Hopefully i make it, i would feel so great about myself i cant even describe it.

on the terms of feeling great about myself i have slacked on working out like crazy!!! want to rewind the week and work out hard every day, oh well, im still in a lot better shape than when i tried out for Ravens, and the NFL cheerleading is a joke, i can still be "me" if i make this which makes it all the more appealing.

so i got my first cavity drilled today, and the novacaine is finally wearing off enough that i can smile sort of normal haha.
 
     

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Cinco de MAyo bitches!!!!   
08:07pm 05/05/2007
  Art school is a pain in the ass, and final projects are sucking the life out of me, i've basically accomplished nothing in the last 3 days that i swore id been finished in. god love ADD and procrastination at its fullest!

plus the girls next door is on and i love that show. If i could lead a double life i'd so be a playmate, hahaha, but in reality i dont have the boobs or the guts.

so tonight better be one big party, i talked the boy out of being exhausted and wanting to lay around and now that he wants to go out everyone's plans want to fall through, but were determined to go out and im buying myself a bottle of sangria to make it good. And i have to decide which new cute top to wear haha.
 
     

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its my party and i'll cry if i want to   
03:59pm 18/04/2007
  unless something shows me up beyond belief in the form of a louis vuitton, sophia fiori jewelry, or $600+ nothing will make me feel less shitty.

you can not be sick on your birthday, but i usually am or its a bad day. Im feeling a bit better but i doubt i'll be 100% by tomorrow :( and i dont even think it will be warm enough to wear my cute dress, nor will there be amazing plans since theres doggy obedience orientation tomorrow, on my birthday of all days! if i can drink a bottle of cheap champagne i'll be happy haha.

and my lungs better be at 100% by friday at best to celebrate my favorite holiday, and the real birthday partying since it will be a night on the town, and at a concert., i just wish it was a concert i actually wanted to see not the all american rejects.

and if the boy refuses to shave his face, i will not touch him and will cry if i want to haha. I hate facial hair, its disgusting and knocks a guy down about 8 notches, and it hurts me when he tries to go in for the kill. now if i dont want to make out with someone im either deathly ill or the shit on their lip has to go and lately its been a combo of the two.

this cold is the BEST birthday present i could have ever gotten and i love my boyfriend oh so much for it....pass the codine please so i can blow out the candles tomorrow!
 
     

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hangover from hell with some extra hurting from satan himself   
03:30am 15/04/2007
  i want to murder the asshole who invented redbull. the next person who even thinks of offering me something with even 1 drop of it in a drink will get dropkicked in the head and if its a guy kicked in the balls 9 time in hopes that they'll feel half the pain they're getting ready to set me up for.

ok maybe i need to get beyond the redbull cop out and realize having 3 beers at the bar, playing flip cup for a good hour and drinking a bottle of wine is probably whats makes me want to die, but the redbull is the icing on the cake so to say. Its a liveable hangover until redbull gets involved and then id rather gauge my eyes out than deal with life.

you'd think id learn after doing this on kyles birthday but noooo. and youd think being a tiny person i should just puke it all up. nope. my boyfriend its a given will puke alot and hes fine, i never get sick and then im dying the next day.

it was a fun night really, somehow we fit a table in the cadillac that would have barely fit in a pick up truck, dont ask me how but 3 drunks later and no use of any mirrors we made a safe trip with it.

i also feel like i did 9000 stomach crunches. i mean i know i had sex but i do not think it was that taxing, haha.

tomorrow i want to feel back to normal again or i will cry allday no joke :(
 
     

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soooo exhausted   
07:49pm 05/04/2007
  im ready to fly/drive/walk anywhere that is experiencing stable warm temperatures. Its goddamn April and its been flurrying today and theres a frost warning all weekend...fucking beautiful!

i want my birthday to come so i can get some money and then realize i need hundreds more to buy what i relly want for myself.

is it sad that i just really want to get married...just so i can have a really pretty ring and i want a tiny baby blue heart tattoo underneath of it. All because i found the perfect ring in a book, of what i always wanted, and it actually exists. It just gives me hope in life haha.

i just found my stuffed thomas the tank engine from when i was a little tomboy and had the uncontrollable urge to hug it like i used to and push in the smokestack that i always did when i was bored.

im so tired right now that i dont think i could take a shower without passing out...i wish i could pretend im famous for a day and have my own hairstylist to do my hair, a makeup artist, and a stylist to say "throw this on" and i could just be a potato while this all happens. i wish i could be like some of my dirtbag freinds and skip a shower for the day and still feel absolutely fine with myself, but that would make me want to die haha
 
     

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'rollin in my Cadillac   
08:00pm 20/03/2007
  yea so much for an SUV, i saw a pretty little white Cadillac cts that was screaming my name, but i cant pick it up until tomorrow, but i am SOOOO excited.

just got back from the cruise thursday, which was unbelievable. I'm sure i gained the 10 lbs they say you do but i think i laughed it all off along the way. I dont think i've had more fun in my entire life...NEVER a dull or sober moment. You know its bad when your the first ones on the ship at 10am andare drunk by 1 after playing drinking games with adults that are more like college kids than we are. And i look like im sporting a 6 carat engagement ring thanks to my drunk boyfriend, too bad its only a piece of glass, haha.
 
     

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utter exhaustion   
08:46pm 07/03/2007
  i am soooo ready for my vacation, im so mentally and physically done at this point its all i can do to actually do something besides lay around in front of a tv either sleeping or eating.

ALL day saturday from 9:30-7 plus the 2 hours before spent getting ready was Raven's cheerleading tryouts which i failed horribly at. So i kicked my ass into full gear now and decided running 2 miles and doing 348739 sit ups and weights would be the best thing to do 2 days ago to prepare for a YEAR from now....

not to mention i cant make my projects up to an asshole teachers standards, when im beyond overly satisfied with it is annoying. Art school is so taxing.

and im being a bitch to the boy. well not really or he'd definately point it out but im bickering like a nut, and i feel bad about it, but only half so because he's intentionally being a brat to make me mad so he can laugh. but hes too damn cute to do that too and its almost his birthday.

right now i need to shower, if i cant get the energy to move and i REALLY want to paint my nails, but its sooo annoying and i know i'll mess them up and not have time to let them dry.
 
     

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bye bye superbowl hopes...   
05:03am 15/01/2007
  i seriously want to cry after this weekends' AFC divisionals. Born and raised in baltimore, playing the colts is more than just a playoff game, its history that ran away from us and was yanked again yesterday...

and then the next closest team to my heart...San Diego, whom i've rooted for all along even though they were #1 and ravens #2. So yesterday i retired the purple and black, and today broke out my Tomlinson jersey. Kaeding should have taken an extra few seconds to settle that damn kick...he had them.

So much for the #1 offense and #1 defenses, not to mention top 2 teams in the AFC. That means im all with my NFC team Da' Bears (whom i also love). But then again Manning does deserve a superbowl and shouldnt turn into another Dan Marino story, but it would also be great if New Orleans went all the way just for the sake of pride after such a tragedy, so im most likely banking on them. Put it this way...im all for whomever it is EXCEPT the patriots, im so tired of them in every superbowl...the end.
 
     

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